Lately I've had a lot of time to reflect on things (and worry about them if I'm honest)...what will happen with my job, what I want to DO for a job, what I want to do in life, what is the purpose for my life. Those of you that know me well, know that these are the questions I am faced with in life - and talk to you about incessantly (thanks to OCD). So bear with me momentarily...
Let me tell you one thing that I KNOW after today:
- I have a really amazing life.
- I have a GREAT husband, who (despite the small things that tend to annoy me) is the best person I know. Mostly I think just for putting up with me most of the time, but because he is truly a good person - always willing to help people out, be
nice to people, and make other people's lives easier.
- I have GREAT friends from home (B&L) that are here, that laugh with me and at me and laugh at all the things in between. I apparently can ride in a car with them and five others, sitting bench style across them in the back seat of a Chrystler 200 driving on the freeway, and we can laugh like we are 19 again.
- I have GREAT friends that we went out to dinner with tonight (C&E) that make me laugh harder than most people can, and that are truly people that can make me light up and forget all that ails me...in just a few minutes. They are the people that every three years can make it seem like it was just yesterday that you were working together, even tho it was 2003.
What I know is that I have a lighter load in life because of my husband, friends from home, and friends from afar that make it so I have a great life. And the work questions just seem like a whole lot of bullshit that will work itself out. And I knew that in my head, but after today, I know that in my heart. At least until the next OCD episode hits me...
I call that a great day.
And I forgot to take a fucking picture.